生命的旋律...Music and Lyrics of My Life...

The Start...

2010-11-01T16:44:00.004+08:00

Exams over.

Holidays started.

Job hunting on the way.

Hope everything really goes well.

Went for a few interview, got one job offer actually with relatively good pay, but I rejected it.

Wonder if I did the right choice.

Reason for rejecting that job offer because I wanted the other job which I felt that will brings me better prospect in my career but have to wait for 2 weeks to know whether I am sortlisted. So, after discussing with my Mum, I decided to give it a try.

However, my Mum did asked me what if I rejected the job offer and after 2 weeks I am not sortlisted for the one that I am waiting for than I will have nothing in the end.

Haha...I told my Mum, "Sometimes, life is all about taking risk to make a wise decision or rather, take the risk which you feels that that risk will give you something that you want..."

So my Mum said ok, go ahead. Thanks Mum!

So I've got to wait for one more week to know if I am invited for the second interview...

Meanwhile, I try to enjoy life. Haha...

Went for the Halloween Party on Saturday night cum Shirley's birthday celebration.

Met lots of 'ghost' that night. Lol...

Before I going for the Halloween, I decided to bake some cupcakes for Shirley birthday after discussing with my best friends what to buy for her as I really hate choosing gifts. It's just not my cup of tea.

So I spent my Friday evening baking the cupcakes and decorating it. It was tiring, as for the past few days I have been travelling around Singapore for my interviews. But glad the cupcakes turned out pretty good looking, just that the buttercream was too sweet I think. "Good looking, ugly to eat" maybe...=)

Meanwhie, since I am home with nothing much to do. I decided to do some experiment. Theme will be "Whipped cream". I've been wanting to make some really nice whipped cream that taste good, not too sweet, stabilized and snowy white to decorate the cakes, tarts, pie, cupcakes etc...

Unfortunately, it didn't really turned out well and not that much up to my expectation. So, Maybe I should spent a day or two to play with it and mess up my kitchen with the WHIPPED CREAM. Lol...

I know I won't have much time for all this after I start working, so maybe I should enjoy it while I still have it. I know my future work will deprived me from all this...

And of course, do some shopping online to buy some pretty and nice cupcake liners, edible decor items, ribbons etc...Woohoo...love it whenever I receive all this...=)

I am the kind who always love to make sure I have all those items stack up in my kitchen so that whenever I need or I want to bake something, all the things I need are all up there and no last minute shopping. I hate last minute shopping, especially where in Singapore. Sad to say that. There are lots of baking stuff that Singapore doesn't have it or its not easy to get it. So its good be have all my stuff ready for the rainy day (Baking).

Hope I will enjoy myself...=)

Onion...

2010-10-04T01:36:00.001+08:00

Was watching a TV programme this afternoon and the host said something which I think it really make sense.

It goes - A relationship may end where a couple is being together for too long (as in not married). Man is like an onion, women don't have to peel it one by one to know what is inside which refers to knowing the guy better by peeling it. What a women have to do is to just boil the whole onion without peeling it and eat it up which refers to marry the guys and stop dragging so long just to know the guy. It is because, an onion does not have any seed in it. Which refers to all guys does not have heart. So why waste so much time knowing a guy for 10 years plus where you can just marry this guy after 3 or 6 months, maybe. At the end of the day, what they left for you are tears...

I sort of quite agree guys, maybe not all but most are players. I can't say girls are all nice and good, but at least I am not one of them.

Just an example, I met a friend of mine just now. She broke up with her boyfriend after 4 years plus, reason is being that he has an affair. Her previous boyfriend goes the same. All becuase of having some affairs, not one, but a few.

There are many people out there in the world, some nice, some bad, some spoilt. How do a couple really cross over each other's lane? Once crossed, are they committed? Hard to say.

In life, there are so many things that passes by us. People, things, places etc. What I've got to say is, everyone need to learn to appreciate what they have currently.

As in, why man and woman always has an affair where they already know that there is someone out there who is waiting for them at home to have dinner together; who've been spending their whole evening just to prepare this dinner and hoping to enjoy it with their boyfriend/girlfriend. This is because, the one who has an affair doesn't appreciate what he or she is having.

My New Plan For My Near Future...

2010-09-27T05:04:00.003+08:00

Hmm...

New plan for my new future seems to be such a nice sentence to describe my feeling. With hope and things which I hope I can foresee in the near future.

It was "wow" just now when I was doing some research for my "future".

Went online to check on some bakery school, read through some comments given by people who had once went to a bakery school. I asked myself after reading it. Do I really want to be a in that line in future? Yes or maybe, no. All I want right now is to graduate from my current degree course, work for the next five years, clear off my debts which I took up for my current degree. Runaway with the money I save for the past five years in five years time. Lol...

With the bucks, I most probably will attend some nice and cool bakery school in France, or some other country. Take up a professional course in bakery and experience the baking industry and hopefully it suits me and is really what I want. Even if I realise it is not what I want to work or to be after the course, I won't regret. Baking has always been something I really like and love doing. I can always work as something else and bake in the weekend. Yeah...

Working as a Patisserie is not an easy job/career. Some need to wake up early in the morning around 4am and work the whole day, a time consuming occupation and tiring where you stand in the kitchen for the whole day to bake. I am not sure if I am able to do all these, I will only know if I can or not until I really experience it one day. So, I want to experience it and find it out.

Though right now I really want to be a Parisserie, I won't know what I will become in five years time.

However, baking has always been something I really love. So no matter what I will make sure I attend the bakery school in five years time. I don't want myself to have any regrets in life.

But why five years time?

Five years time, I guess I will be financially stable. I cleared all my study loan and I won't need to take up a loan just to finish a bakery course. I find it pointless to bring myself into a situation where I am not settle with my current debts and getting more and more debt to pay. It's rediculous.

On the negative part will be that, it is rather a low pay job to work as a Patisserie. So I got to really weight which one to choose. To continue working in an office relatively good pay job or as a Patisserie low pay job but a job which I will love and enjoy doing.

=)

Back after so long...

2010-09-25T05:33:00.002+08:00

It's was a movie week for me. Watched a few movies which really inspired me in some way.

People don't really know what they really want in life, sometimes.
Some do, all the time.

It happens to be that I am at that "sometime" stage right now, not all the time that I am like that tho...

Planning for something in life that I really want at this moment.
Searching for something which I think might be right for me...

Think it's a bad year for me. Maybe god feels that I lived for a quarter of the century, so maybe its time for me to be brave and face some challenges that I should solve it one by one all by myself...

I don't really think it's something I am not able to solve. Instead, something I should solve. All I need is time. Time, time, time.

But it seems a little hard for things to be right at this moment. I have no idea why is that so.

Trying hard and learning hard to be a better person all this while. But people just doesn't wants to be communicated. As in, not interested in solving problems out with me.

Not blamming anyone at this point of time, but just wonder why.

At first, I was really a silly darling and thought that everything goes so well and will be okay. But things changed. Not that easy anymore, not that simple anymore. Getting more and more difficult.

Although I can be really good at seeing through people's HEART. Maybe I am wrong this time round? My heart tells me that I am right, but it shows that I am wrong. Should I continue to follow my foolish heart? Or should I believe in what I see? Hmm...Gotta be a big decision I gonna make this time round.

But yeah...thanks so much. At least, it is something really new and "fresh" I can say that put me into this challenge. Eventually, I am sure I gotta give it a pass, or I am going to hold till next year.

Hah...What i got to say is, Cheer Mi Lie. =)

Planning...

2009-09-18T23:58:00.003+08:00

After spending most of my time thinking about my future,
I have drafted out some of my planning.
Though studying wasn't really so much of what i really wanted to do,
but at least I am not regret in taking up this course.
Afterall, it my own decision and planning.

During the 3 months after while waiting for my uni,
and trying out the new stuff as a Accounts Exec,
I realise that wasn't what i really want in future.
I am glad that I am able to gain this experience as it somehow,
do a lot of helps towards my future planning.

Maybe being a Teacher might be one of the best choice.
Good pay, government job, stable job, in demand.

But as an Accountant,
High pay, OT most of the time, no life.
Lol...having a no life kind of life is an "OUT" for me.

So if I really manage to make teaching as my career,
getting a master degree will be the next planning.
After talking to my bestfriend about the courses available for master degree,
Master in Mass Communication and majoring in PR might be a good one.

So, in order for me to go further,
I got to really make myself as knowledgeable as possible.
Reading more newspaper, improving my language (both english and chinese),
becoming an accounting freak might be the next step I will to go forward for it.
Lol...

Okay, after all this boring planning or blah blah blah...
I manage to bake a wonderful and delicious Chocolate Muffins.
Wow...the most delicious muffins I ever bake after browsing the searching the recipes online.
It was really a good recipe, or rather, I have good skills.
Haha...

Mummy don't really like Chocolate stuff,

so as usual,

she requested a butter muffins for her weekend tomorrow.

So my task for tonight will be searching for a Butter Muffins recipe.

Hope Mummy will love it tomorrow and god bless that the

butter muffin recipe turns out as good as the chocolate muffin.

Enjoying Life...

2009-08-28T00:00:00.003+08:00

Its been almost 2 months since I last blog. Can't believe it, time really flies.

Since my last blog was about my 2 little puppies.

And now, they are grown up.

Healthy and Cute, but naughty and playful too.

Really love their accompany.

Always bright up my day.

But it all about the potty training that make me fed up.

I guess if they go on pee pee and poo poo anywhere they like,

I am quite sure I am going to be a crazy women who keep shouting at them.

So maybe to them i am their monster mummy?

Haa...but still, stick to me as usual even after all the scolding.

That is their most adorable part ya...

Trying to take a few new photo of them and post it to my facebook since they have grown up.

After comparing to thier cute little baby look and the present...

Wow...lots of different.

And that really make me feel so proud of them.

After quiting my temporary job as a Accounts Executive for 3 months.

Thought it is time I go back to school.

During that 3 months, misses my school life so much.

Schooling life is really so much better.

Then something bad pops up and spoilt my mood.

Something go wrong with my student pass,

and no choice I've got to wait till the next intake which is November.

Seriously, that isn't what I expected.

I was so excited about going back to school.

And I cried about this that i am unable to go back to school this semester.

As my best friends are all there.

Sad...

But afterall...maybe that is life.

The higher the hope, the more dissapointing it is.

So my current status is to wait for the November to come.

And, i used up all my saving from my salary after working for 3 months for my new laptop,

clothes, cosmetic, skincare product, shoes, nice food...

Wanted to get a new electric keyboard as mine has been with me for many years and its old.

Something wrong with the speaker.

And also to get a SL camera instead of a laptop.

I really love photographing...

Especially taking pictures of those nice and delicious desert,

flowers, seneries and people...

After some discussion with my mum,

she advise me to get a laptop.

Which is more important as i will need it for my degree course.

Hmm...so that goes my SL...

And i am broke now.

I saw the LP player online yesterday,

its also something that I am quite fancy about since young.

The 70s and 80s feeling with the oldies.

Hee...

Since I am so free currently, I need to find some stuff to occupy myself.

Going out everyday to meet up with friends or shopping etc isn't the solution to it nor it is a way to make myself busy.

So, I decided to bake a Blueberry Cheesecake yesterday.

Turns out really great. Happy.

Was trying to search for new cheesecake recipe online for the past few days.

And I realise there isn't any or much recipe about Blueberry Cheesecake.

So I refer to my "Recipes Bible" (which i will file it in a file).

I found this Chocolate Oreo Cheesecake which I bake for my Brother's birthday this year.

So i decided to modified it by replacing the Oreo to Blueberry.

And came out perfectly and my cheesecake is selling fast. Haa...

And today, only one piece was left for myself in the fridge.

The rest are gone.

And this weekend i gonna bake the Japanese Cheesecake.

Hopefully it is as good as this one...God bless...Haha...

So meanwhile, I should enjoy my life and do whatever i want to.

I manage to pick up my guitar and play it recently.

Was bored and home, and maybe my guitar and my keyboard are my best friends now.

My way of enjoying my life now would be befriend with my guitar and keyboard (wahaha), listening to the radio, watching some movies online, blogging, sleeping, baking, walking with my 2 babies, photographing, dreaming...and eat!

I felt that my blog wasn't look nice enough and trying to add in more thing into it.

Too plain.

So drew up the heading myself.

Hopefully it gives it a bit of sparks into my blog.

Though it don't really look that fantastic.

But that's my creation.

I am not good at drawing. Got almost C for my drawing when i was in Sec Sch.

Lol...

That's my limit already.

So at least there is something that is really come from me ya.

I like something plain and not so fancy.

Or maybe other time i should add in my own song???

Lol...Hopefully that doesn't hurt others' ear...

There are too much stuff to update for the past 2 months...

Puppies

2009-06-02T22:16:00.007+08:00

Got myself two puppies on Saturday.

They are so cute.

Dear Kolo,

Mummy she is very sad after you are not around,
so i suggested Mummy to get a new puppies.
So here are the two of them.
Wanted just one puppies at first.
But ended up getting two because both of them are
so cute that i didn't know which one to choose.

Though we have two of them now,

you will miss you and love you forever.

Mico

Sasha

A Letter To My Dear Kolo

2009-05-14T17:15:00.001+08:00

Dear Kolo,

Thanks for spending your precious 12 years with us.
Love you.
You are a great friend.
I know you love us too.
Sorry for the suffer that you need to endure with,
which we can't do anything to help you stop the pain.
But you are very brave and a great dog.
Though you have left us,
you will always be deep inside our heart.

I guess i am glad that you left.
It really stop you the pain.
When i told you to go,
you didn't want to until Mummy said so.

Kolo,
really love you a lot and miss you.
We know you didn't want to go.

Love you.
May you rest in peace.

心目中永远的怪兽 "MONSTER"

2009-04-20T22:52:00.004+08:00

昨晚去庆祝了MONSTER在爱情海的5周年。
很开心可以看见他们和从前一样，
一直的在唱歌。。。

因为不知道该送什么给他们，
只好献丑的做了个蛋糕。

之后，大家就一起去吃夜宵。
感觉很像以前在木船的时候，
真的很想念那时。
常常会等他们唱完后，
一起去吃宵夜的感觉。
也很想念那时的友情。

在走路的时候，
我问健华一些事。
因为很想知道他最近在做什么。
我问他是否会一直唱下去，
他回答我时，语气里带了点伤感。
说希望他们可以吧。
昨晚的健华，话也好像便多了。
很喜欢那样的他，
因为也让我觉得聊起天来也自在多了。
我想也是因为昨天的他感触特别多吧。
我何尝不是呢?
因为在木船的时候，
看着他们的努力，
他们的用心和执着。
很感动。
记得好几次，
因为听到他们歌声，
而感动得哭了。
那时是在木船的时候。

吃完夜宵后，
和惜妹一起坐德士家的路上。
她说现在的他们没有像以前那样的积极了。
到家之后的我，想了想，
也许吧。
因为那时的感动渐渐的消失了。

可是，不管这么样。
我还是希望可以一直挺到他们的歌声。

不果这次再见到阿杜，
他好像稳重了很多。
这是一件好事吧。。。
哈哈。。。

也希望有一天的他，
写的歌会卖的好吧。

所以，
我们大家一起努力咯。
向我们的目标一起前进吧。 =)

Holidays...

2009-03-24T23:35:00.003+08:00

I should really go for a holidays trip this year,
it has been quite long ever since my last holidays.
I want to go Taiwan.
After talking to my best friend over the line (who just came back from there),
she said it was fun there.
So i think i should really go there this year.
Start saving now and working.
Should be going alone there for a relaxing trip for myself.
Maybe if i found someone to go with me then will be good.
If not, it will be a good time for myself to do some thinking.
Or maybe i should go Australia instead, which my friend said that will be a better choice for single to travel there.
Yup, quite true also...
Hmm...shall see when time comes...

Kolo and Me

2009-03-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Marley and Me today. It was really a touching movie. I cried so badly while watching that movie. As i think i am facing the same situation now. My doggy is sick and old. The vet said they can’t do anything as she won’t be able to take it if they are going operate her. My family and me know that maybe she will be leaving us soon. But while she is still there, i guess i should really spend more time with her.

I have lots of memories with her. She is there since i am 10 and now i am 23. she spent the most wonderful childhood with me. I am really glad that i adopted her though she is just a stray dog along the street. Her love and loyalty is always there. she always look down when i scolded her for her misbehave, she always jump when she is happy, she is always waiting for us to be home when nobody is around. Her cuteness, her innocent look, eating all the time, her love that she gave to all of us and her short little tail. All this memories will be kept inside my heart for the rest of my life.

Hope she will live longer, i want her to be there to see me getting marries one day, having my own kids and lots more. I want to share all these happy moments with her. Feel so sad every time i look at her. She is always lying on the floor, sleeping. she gets tired easily. Maybe when its time, she will go. But i am sure she will leave one day with all the memories kept inside her heart too.

Love you Kolo, be healthy and cheerful forever.

十字路口

2009-03-21T04:08:00.001+08:00

站在城市的十字路口
等待着交通灯的绿人
看着来来往往的人群和车子
心里突然浮现了许多的心思
意乱的情绪让我放慢了脚步
时间的秒针霎时停住
也忽略了插身而过的影子
顿时脸上失去了笑容
只懂得看着不一样的步伐
急促的往个个角落走

这样的大街
这样的城市
是不是已经和我们曾经认识
或未来会相识的情人和朋友
就这样的擦身而过

曾经有人告诉过我
相识在街上的同类
也许在不只不觉中
过一个转弯的路口
便会让你心跳加数

在人生寻寻觅觅中
很多人也许找到了
也许也失去了很多
但在生命中的生涯
不就是会时常这样
让人痛苦令人回忆

Left...

2009-03-14T00:32:00.002+08:00

Went to send my friend off at the airport...

We may not meet up in future anymore...

Sad...

But glad that she is planning something great for her future...

Hope you would be fulfill what you want to do...

And all the best...

Will miss you lots...

空白格

2009-02-26T23:47:00.008+08:00

Not really good nor bad mood today.

But seems to be something wrong...

or rather it should be something not right???

Different kinds of thoughts keep flashing.

Should i do that? Or should i do this?

Or should i just let myself be in a BLANK situatuin...

When things happened, is it meant to be this way?

I am not sure either...

Or should i just let it be or be brave to change it...

However,

sometimes when thing are done in a way which

are meant to be "brave" are often misunderstand

by others which ended up being something that are "forced"...

So maybe, just let it be then...

空白格

作词: 蔡健雅

作曲: 蔡健雅

其实很简单其实很自然
两个人的爱由两人分担
其实并不难是你太悲观
隔著一道墙不跟谁分享
不想让你为难
你不再需要给我个答案
我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎黱说总觉得
我们之间留了太多空白格
也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘份
其实很简单其实很自然
两个人的爱由两人分担
其实并不难是你太悲观
隔著一道墙不跟谁分享
不想让你为难
你不再需要给我个答案
我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎黱说总觉得
我们之间留了太多空白格
也许你不是我的
爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择
但它也可能是我们的缘份

Toys''R''Us

2009-02-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

While waiting for movie time,

we went to Toys''R''Us.

Really have lots of funs there.

Its always been my favourite time to be

there whenever i am waiting for time to come

when i am in town…

Took a few pictures there…hee…

Choupinette Vs. Mykii

2009-01-31T18:44:00.000+08:00

When to this restaurant on Thursday (Choupinette),

really worth going.

Had a great time there with my friend...

It's a very romantic place,

nice design, homely, sweet and quite...

The interior design of the restaurant was really great.

When i first enter,

it just make me feel so welcome and homely.

The best thing is...have really good service and friendly staff.

The food there was quite ok,

but what make the money worth is the atmosphere...

Next, on Friday night...

We went to another restaurant (Mykii)...

But if i am to compare this 2...

Choupinette will definately be my first choice...

But the Granny Smith & Aloe Vera Crumble was really good...

HaPpY BiRtHdAy To My BeLoVeD BrOtHeR...

2009-01-27T23:19:00.003+08:00

Hey Bro,
Happy 26th Birthday To You...
Haha...
It's my brother's birthday today and glad that we are able to celebrate it together.
I guess it was really long ago since we celebrate each of our birthday together.
Hope you like the "Chocolate Orea Cheescake" that i specially bake for you.

Hopefully it will be a great and fruitful year for him. =)

Happy New Year 2009!!!

2009-01-01T17:50:00.001+08:00

What a fun day...

Celebrated the 2009 new year with my best friend.
Really enjoyed myself very mych.
So far, its the first time that i went countdown with Yin Shan.
Not too bad, compare to the first time which was with Bonnie.
That was really a scary experience.
Haha...

Our schedule for the day was:
- Kbox @ Marina Square
- Rush out to watch the firework at 12am while still happily singing in Kbox
- Cake cutting ceremony
- New Year present for everyone from me (Pacifier)
- Walk down to Clark Quay
- Went to the IndoChine

Wahaha...we met up from 9pm till early morning around 8am plus then i reach home...

For more photo, please click here http://flickr.com/photos/34202603@N06/sets/72157612350658546/

Happy birthday to my best friend

2008-12-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

Hapy Birthday to Yin Shan...

Haha...
You are now 21!
Like what i always said,
once a women reach 21,
she will age very fast.
So you gotta becareful...

Anyway,
really have lots of funs at your party
and thanks for inviting me ya...

And hope you like my 21 balloons...

Friends forever...Muack!!!

For more photo, please click http://flickr.com/photos/34202603@N06/sets/72157612303283937/

Accepted...

2008-09-24T16:17:00.000+08:00

Happy occasion ya...
Received the University person-in-charge's call just now...
And i got an offer from them.

Really happy...
Hopefully this is a good one for me...

人生的决定

2008-09-24T01:36:00.000+08:00

每个人的人生中，
多多少少都会有一些选择必须去做的。
我指的这些决定，
是那些对自己人生有很大的影响的。

一直以来，
发觉自己的人生都被这些东西围绕着。
当时间到了，
要去面对的时候，
都会很害怕。
害怕自己会
做错决定，
害怕失败，
害怕挫折，
害怕失去。

但很庆幸的是，
每当必须做决定的时刻来临时，
发觉自己都会用着一种
“船到桥头自然直”的心态去面对。
这些无厘头的决定，
到后来却发现其实是对的，
是对自己好的。

现在的我，
在想，
这一次要做的决定
可能是我活了23年以来最大的吧。
希望自己不会后悔。
祈祷和希望这次的决定不回是错的，
会和一向来的选择一样
是顺顺利利的。。。

God Bless...

Happy 23rd Birthday!

2008-09-21T10:55:00.000+08:00

Yeah...
It's my 23rd birthday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MI LIE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...

今天很开心。
下午和我的好友（Yin Shan）一起去KBox唱歌，
唱得可尽兴了，还边唱边拍照，很忙哦！
说真的，已经很久没有去KBox了。
所以今天能够拨出时间和好友唱翻天还满高兴的。
而且生日还有特别优惠哦，
免费得到 1 Jug of Coke.

唱完歌之后，
便和Yin Shan, Bonnie, Wen Juan
还有shang Bin去吃晚餐。
想了很久，
之后便决定去Billy Bomber吃。
虽然上星期才和别的朋友吃过，
但觉得只有这一间餐厅吸引我，
因为比较便宜也好吃呀！ =）
所以就进去啦。。。

让我在说一篇吧，
就是呀，生日真好。
因为我的生日，
店家还免费送我一杯特调的苏打水（Special Drink）。
还满好喝的。。。

接下来，我们来比一比吧。
虽然我的苏打水是免费的，
但比起Wen Juan叫得水好喝又好看得多了。

而且还可以拍广告哦！
BEFORE and AFTER...

看完了水，大家就要开动咯。
我的Main Course是Billy's 'Fish' n 'Fries'.
Yin Shan的是Fresh Catch Of The Day (Grill Salmon).
Bonnie的是Billy's Roast chicken.
Wen Juan和Shang Bin是USA Party Platter
和Billy's 'Fish' n 'Fries'.
好吃。。。

我们拜托店员帮我们合照。
看看我们的手势，
就知道我几岁咯！

吃完晚餐，
Wen Juan和Shang Bin就先回家了。
之后我和Yin Shan还有Bonnie一起去了
爱情海民歌餐厅。
会想要去那边时因为刚好Monster有唱。
Monster的团员有阿杜，健华，美莲和惜妹。
真的很想念他们，很久都没见了。

几年前我们在木船民歌餐厅一起工作，
之后我们就离开了那个地方，
就很少见面了。
这么多年了，
他们还是愿地踏步的在一起唱歌，
一起做自己喜欢做的东西。
真的很高兴可以看到他们还继续的一起唱歌。
就像惜妹说的一样，
"只要大家能在一起就好了"。
她说的这一句话，我本人感同身受。

虽然他们现在换了唱歌的地方，
但是听着他们唱歌时，
脑海里便勾起了一幕幕的回忆。

想起了曾经和阿杜很凶的吵过架，
就为了一些小事。
想起了健华喜欢把自己关在房间里弹吉他，
酷酷静静的他。
想起了美莲对每个人的关心。
想起了惜妹可爱又搞怪的笑声。

当我们正在用心的在听他们唱歌时。
健华在台上说将会有一些惊喜给我们。
台下的人纷纷看着彼此，
我也看了Bonnie和Yin Shan.

我的身后便突然出现了一位侍应生
伸手就把一个小蛋糕放在我眼前。
而台上的Monster就开始唱生日歌，
当时的我真的吓了一跳。
脑海里一篇空百，
然后一直在想是谁？？？
哈哈。。。
真的很感动。
大家还在继唱，
健华叫我快点许愿。
嗨。。。
怎么许得了呢？
脑里全是空百的，
Yin Shan便拼命的在旁边一直不断的拍照。
许了愿，吹了蜡烛，
眼泪真的快掉下来了。
这可是我人生中活了23年，
还是第一次有这么都人为我唱生日歌。

之后，健华便下台把一束花送给我。
快感动的要死了。。。
那是我人生中的第一束花吔。
最后才知道，
原来是Yin Shan一手策划的。

But anyway,
真的真的很谢谢她的用心。
我想，
这是我人生中最大也是最快乐的惊喜吧！

在我人生中最惊喜的一天里，
我领悟到其实生日有时不一定就要有礼物的。
一些细心，一些惊喜，一些用心。
就可以让他人感到非常的快乐了。
我想Yin Shan也和我一样感同身受吧。

Really feel blessed to know my best friends in town...

Appreciate it and love you all...muack...

P/S：Yin Shan，thanks a lot.
你这个朋友果然不是白交的哦！

我们的农历生日

2008-09-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

我今年天出门可说是有收获吧！
买了两双鞋子和一支手表。
因为我的英历生日快到了，
所以妈妈说会送我手表，
还叫我自己去选。
哈哈。。。
这么巧就看上了我喜欢的，
所以就买咯！

真的很喜欢那支手表，
妈妈谢谢咯！=）

今天和雯娟一起庆祝了我们的农历生日。
她是八月二号而我是八月七号。

虽然不是在同一天，
可是就刚好是在八月，
所以就一起庆祝咯！

说真的，
在新加坡其实很少人会庆祝农历生日。
可是雯娟是中国人，
我想他们都有这种习惯去庆祝吧！

在我生日来临之前，
我要去找几间好吃的餐厅。
因为会和几个朋友去吃，
所以还满头痛的。
希望可以找到一间自己很满意的餐厅吧！

我的 Wish List...

2008-08-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

我要去找工作了。
因为放假快到了，要趁这个时候快点找份工作做。
不然就会白白的浪费掉我整整三个星期的假期了。
这次的Job Hunting，我可是有目标的哦。

My Wish List:
1) PSP
2) High Heel
3) Bag
4) Laptop

虽然这些东西说起来也不会很遥远的感觉，
只不过是三样东西吗。
但PSP和Laptop嘛，就比较麻烦咯。
因为价钱也比较贵吗。

刚刚已经在网上找工了，也把我的Resume寄出去了。
希望会有收获吧！

这几天也一直忙着赶功课，星期三要交了。
同时，导师还要我和组员present a power point slide。
所以，希望可以明天晚上就可以把全部的作业赶完。
然后星期一就可以和朋友一起去吃火锅咯。
Lucy这个月六号就会中国了，
我想我会很想念她吧。
她是我在学校里认识的一群中国朋友，
我们感情还OK吧。
在短短的半年里就可以打成一片，
我想这也是多多亏我的功劳吧。
因为，这代表了我的人际关系还不错嘛。

在这里，希望Lucy在年底去加拿大留学会很顺利吧。
祝福你咯。。。

也希望，我在这假期里可以实现我的Wish List里的咚咚。
就当做是给自己生日礼物吧！

今天不知这么了。。。

2008-08-29T02:08:00.000+08:00

今天有点懒懒的，也不知为何会这样。
还得赶我的作业，但没办法吗，就是懒呀！
一整天都呆在家里，门也不想出。
我想我快要发霉了。

听了一整天的歌，在我们华人的世界里，
真的还满多有音乐天分的人。
却一直都没被发觉，可是却从未放弃过。
就在这里祝福那些人吧。。。加油咯！

我的朋友

2008-08-28T01:58:00.000+08:00

傍晚，突然想起很小时一起玩的玩伴．．．
手指数一数，还满多的．
有幼稚园的，小学的，中学的，还有现在的．
对我来说，他们都是我生命中很重要的人物．
虽然现在已经长大了，对我而言，中学的朋友或高中的朋友，
都是列入我的名单里．个个都是陪我度过了很多喜怒哀乐的日子．

小学的吗，有一个朋友，经常会想起她．
会想她是否过得很好呢？
这个朋友，在我的印象中．
他的成绩很好，是个校花，人缘也很好．
而幸运的我，却可以成为她的好友．
希望现在的她，会和以前一样过的那么好．

另一个好朋友，已经在另一个世界过着她的日子．
不知不觉，从她过世到现在，已经有十年了吧．
很思念她．她，会永远在我的心里．．．

Chocolate Fondant & Mini Chocolate Eclairs

2007-10-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

Its been long time seen i last blog...
Having my holidays now, but not a good one.
Been busy with many other stuff, which i didnt expect and include in my planning for the holidays.
Although i didnt get to enjoy much, but manage to go to Malaysia, Penang for a few days...
And i got my results, not a very good one...sob sob...

Hee...but life still go on....

So...i bake something for myself...lol...

It was my first attempt baking the CHOCOLATE FONDANT. Though it was the first time, i didnt expect it to turn out to be "edible". It ws quite a surprise to me...and it was also the first time my mum finish the whole thing...so glad...hee...cos last time...usually when i bake...but its not a nice one and it was not as delicious as this time round lah...she will just have one bite and look at me then went off...sad lah...

Chocolate Fondant

with vanilla ice cream

Topped with icing sugar....look yummy...

MINI CHOCOLATE ECLAIRS
topped with melted chocolate

Different size

Look nice ya...Hee...but i prefer the Chocolate Fondant...it is really yummy...and it has melted chocolate filling in it...so can imagine how heaven it is ya...

Really enjoy baking...hee...but always cant finish as its too much lah...so i guess next time when i bake again i got to really cut down the ingredients...

Hmm...so i guess my next recipe will be either Chocolate Brownie, Chocolate Cookies or Chocolate cake. Haha...all chocolate cos i love chocolate...and should try out the Chocolate Cake first i guess cos i told my mum i will make her one cake for her birthday....hee...hope it turn out as good as the Chocolate Fondant...

NDP 2007 is over...

2007-08-10T15:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm...after months of hard work, finally its over.

Its not easy to be involved in NDP, and its worse to be involved as one of the committee member. But what i can say is, there is hard work, but there is also a lot of fun. I get to know a lot of great friends and people.

But it is really tough to be involve in the Logistic team as most of the members were guys and sometimes really have difficulties talking to them, this refers to some problems which i faced.

But overall, its quite ok. Hee... I will never ever forget what i did and enjoyed in this NDP 2007. It will be my best memories. But after the NDP at night, i know its over. But i have a sudden sadness in me.

I guess its because after months of hard work, at that moment, I know that IT's OVER...

Chye lee & Me ! =)

The log team on duty...tired but enjoyed...
Let's take a photo while we have time...

Cindy & Me!!! =

Its me! *_

Supper time...CHEERS!!!

Smile...
EXCO...Yeah...

Fun..
The Log Team!!! ^_^

Candice & Me!

The cute juniors!

等待与思念。。。

2007-07-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

等着一个人
心里乱七八曹
思念的心
漂浮在空中
寻找着你的影子

每晚等着的简讯
希望是你
温柔和温馨的关怀

那天希望可以看见
在那远方的你
但却不可能

每天每天
只能彼此通过电话
把那暧昧的话语
传达给对方

一天一天的过去
但并不了解你的心
因为你没说我也没讲
只盼着有那么一天
我们彼此深信
牵起小手

很想你。。。

第一次的世界诞生了。。。

2007-06-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

终于，有了一个属于自己的部落格。

Finally, i have a blog. It really took me a long time to have this blog, just don't know why i took such a long time. But i guess its because i am quite lazy and a bit busy. So finally i finished my CA1 and that is great, in 2 weeks time i will be having my holidays. Really look forward to that. As holidays is everyone favourite. Hee...and its also a time where we get to love ourselves and understand our own thinking. Its good that we do that once in while, like getting to know ourselves more like doing the things that we like and read some books that i always wanted to during my busy time. And of course, practice my guitar and keyboard. And my resolution for this year is to able to play the guitar very well because i promise my good friend to play her a song during her birthday. So i guess i got to work really hard because her birthday is coming. Hee...

I went for the NDP bay ambassador training today. Its was really great to be there and get to know many new friends of different background and school, and its really fun playing all those games though it was quite a bit of mess and I am sure everyone of us enjoyed it so much and laughter are everywhere. I think that is really great. Red (VVIP) Sector really rocks...

I went to read one of my good friend's blog, and didn't get to see her for few months but she seems to become so negative in her thinking. My dear friend, if you get to read this blog, i tell u..."that's bad"! I really hope you will be a happy person everyday. So no matter what,加油!

我的世界诞生了。。。

当一个人在妈妈的肚子里时，我想他已经有了自己小小的世界。
当我们诞生的时候，父母给了我们他们的世界。。。

每个人长大了，有了想法也一定会有自己的世界。
那个世界里，是没有人可以进入的。
因为那里，堆积了我们生活里的点点滴滴。
有梦想，有自己不能表达的感受与想象等等。
但有了这些梦想与感情，当然也会有悲观的想法和不开心的是。
可是，用对的方法去处理，相信会有不一样的结果。。。

每个人的一生，都有不一样的故事和不一样的精彩。
但是，故事里的内容是否精彩都是由我们自己来决定的。
那，何不把它变成多姿多彩。
而不是把自己的生命从一开始就是个“悲”字。
要带着一个很健康的心态，睡一觉醒来，什么不开心的就会变得不一样了。
我一直都想信我们人要学习更爱自己，生命才会活得开心满足。
所以，大家加油咯！记得要把自己的世界布置的美美的哦。。。=)

Label: 只是心血来潮，因为最近发现身边的很多朋友都好像很不开心。。。。